hind of purple..faint memories of

hint of purple ..
faint memories of ...
a deep pain ...pretend do not care ...
countdown kept trained on the days ...
that good cry ...
but ...i could not help crying ..
a strong appearance ..
fragile heart ..that good cry ..
i cried ..cry with a smile ..
the most bitter tears with a smile ...
that good cry ...
but I do not live up to expectations ...
eventually tears falling ...
i will not cry in front of you ...